Tuesday, March 27, 2018

Winter, Over and Over and...

We keep peeking into spring and then descending back into winter here on the farm. Days in the 40's and 50's give me hope and motivation (and really, really shitty footing) and then it snows and I descent back into sitting on the couch staring out of the window.



I have been reading books, and watching videos, and have ranted and raved at my IRL friends about Arya and her training. First of all, a big fat public thank you to Carly for sending me a book (YAY BOOKS) that I have been reading my way through. I also have been heavily considering and think I am going to save up to do some round pen ground work with the husband of my former barn owner who has a really nice way with natural horsemanship type methods, and uses the methods on his wife's eventers, so he has experience with applying natural horsemanship/good horsemanship to sporthorse types. Soooo I shall say again, if you need any used tack off my list (or if you need something I may have) please hit me up!




Her training has still been inconsistent, in part because of my own inconsitencies. I have resolved to only work with her when I have the mental fortitude to be 100% fair and there for her. I can't phone it in with this horse - she needs consistency, and she needs to feel like I am being fair. I also need to be in it to win it, because I have to win if she challenges me. I've been trying to ground work her every few days, but the arena's state has made things difficult. We had a great session where she worked over a board on the ground and went from shutting down and running backwards to walking over it like it wasn't no thang, and also managed a feat (walking down the driveway and interracting with garbage cans) that Bailey could not even the previous day, so I was really pleased with her. Our last session, yesterday, was after too many days off due to weather and laziness on my part, and showed it. We were back at step one to catch her, step one for walking out of the paddock away from the herd, and she was unfocused, pushy and defaulted to her trying to not pay attention to me and just do what she thinks I want, which usually involves trying to run through my aids in the opposite direction than the one I am asking her for. I'll get her back out tonight, or maybe Wednesday, as I like to give her brain time to cool off, and try to keep things more scheduled.

Also, she is 5 today! Happy birthday, gigantasaurus baby horse!



Bailey has been working a few times a week, as well, and while our work is super boring flatwork (again, my arena sucks!) she does seem to have acclimated to working outside of the ring very quickly for her. The first day I asked her to walk down the driveway, she was a mess. Walking down the road was a challenge, but she chilled out and hacked around the paddock perimeter happily. The next ride we rode in what will soon be one of my back pastures, and she was very good. I am going to try to keep making lemonade on this one and do work outside of the ring until it's gotten past it's current very treacherous state - good for me, good for the pony and good for not dying because we're trying to work in a ring where you randomly punch through the ice to 3-4" below, and other times you're riding on ice with an inch of water on top and other times you're on snow with god knows what underneath. I've been experimenting with the Equilab app, as well, with mixed results. I like when I get the pretty rainbow circles, but so far haven't had a ton of consistent luck!



On the farm front, I have been selling some extra hay (yay, money!), though recently discovered that the water I realized was coming into my hay shed was much higher than I thought it was and has probably spoiled the bottom layer of the grass bales, which totally sucks. It don't feel like too much of a waste as I've made back a good amount of money selling the layers above the bottom, but my soul does wither at the idea of wasting hay, even if it's older grass hay.

One thing I wish I had done was actually record how many bales I used this year; obviously I went through a span where I only had two horses and the donkey, not three, but all I feel like I know at this point is that I use, approximately 2 bales outside daily and .5-1 for inside hay. As I planned, the horses came inside at the beginning of October and will hopefully go out full time in May, meaning that I will have needed 212 days of full time paddock hay (and may need a bit more to get me through until the pastures are in and fenced. If I use 212 days for math's sake, that means I should have bought 636 bales of hay, assuming I used 1 bale inside each day, which is definitely not always the case. I bought approximately 800 (though some of the hay was used before October 1st, so perhaps I can say 775) and just sold 190 bales, and still have what is probably 150 (or more) bales left. Clearly, my hay math sucks.

I'm going to record what I use until the horses go outside; I really need to be more actively organized so I can plan better for next year, especially if we're baling our own hay. I'd like to make sure I have a surplus again, but I'm not sure 190 bales (plus those that were wasted) was the kind of "surplus" I had in mind. I also hit a Purina sale at the feed store, and bought more feed than I probably should have. However, I will be able to easily figure out how many bags I go through until it's used up and I won't have to do emergency runs to the feed store any time soon.

Hopefully, having removed some of the errand-y, stressful parts of farm life for a little while, I can get back to focusing on what to do with my manure, mapping out new pastures and estimating materials for them, and, of course, enjoying my girls.



Friday, March 9, 2018

Friday Ask

Hey friends,

I am feeling the need to pick up some books to help guide me and hopefully light the training fire in me again. In particular, I need a good book on ground work - I do want to take Arya to work with a trainer when I can, but for now, I don't really want her to just hang out and become more and more feral.

So, do you have any favorite training related books?

Also, if you've been eyeballing anything on my sales list, please make me an offer! I'm motivated to de-clutter my life - and to build up my funds so I can find myself some boots or half chaps that don't make me hate my life :)


Happy Friday!

Thursday, March 8, 2018

Aimless Updates

Hey guys,

I'm being a terrible blogger again. There's not much to say, at this point, because I haven't ridden in a week (this needs to change) and honestly... once again the fire has gone out. I don't have any competitions on my radar and we got more snow earlier this week so I haven't been hugely motivated to ride. Here are some updates, though, to prove that I'm still alive:

ARYA:

Arya started the Nexium "experiment" last Friday and while she's not in work currently, I have noticed some positive changes. The most noticeable change has been her stall; she's much tidier of late because she seems to be stall walking less. She is, weirdly enough, leaving more hay behind in her net, but I have also moved to feeding higher quality hay outside (and moving to sell some of my lower quality "outside" hay) so she may just be eating more outside. She is finishing her dinner better and has been walking up to me outside a lot more when she was previously giving me the cold shoulder. I haven't gone out to catch her this week due to an outrageous work schedule, but I plan to start bringing her out and get back to work soon. I did get blankets off everyone and groomed them, and while she wasn't perfectly well behaved, she seemed less anxious about me messing with her. Some of her "negative" behavior is OTTB baby - she's just not used to being groomed loose in her stall, and she's still got some ground manners to learn - but I feel like the Nexium has helped take an anxious edge off of her and I'm looking forward to starting to work with her again.



BB:

Bailey has been slowly coming back to work. Her last ride was *super* exciting because some idiot kid came skijoring past my house behind a car going about 40 miles an hour, SCREAMING at the driver to stop. She worked herself up into a good sweat being excited and spooky, but did good hard work for her rather flabby out of shape self, and went back to work well after losing her mind a bit over the exciting interruption.



BIZZY:

A while ago now, I popped up a post and then quickly took it down, intending to put videos in it that actually worked. However, because my life is a dumpster fire, I never got it put back up.

The big, annoying, anxiety causing gist of the post was that Bizzy seemed to be refusing to sleep. I have many videos of her snoozing, appearing to fall in to a deeper sleep and her head and body slumping, and then her front legs buckle and she nearly goes down. This can happen several times in the span of a nap, too.

I've been solutioning the issue, trying to not change too many things at once. I deeply bedded her stall, and tried a week of bute. I did get her to lay down that week, but was worried about extended time on bute and her front left fetlock picked up it's trademark "owie" which she seems to acquire tripping or doing her nearly falling routine. It's hard to know how she gets it when she spends a large portion of her day out of my sight, either in the areas of the paddock I can't see, or I'm not home at all and am unable to keep an eye on her. The next thing I tried was upping her MSM from 10,000 mg to 30,000 mg. There's a thehorse.com study that talks about MSM at that level, and so far, the higher dose of MSM plus putting a Back On Track sheet seems to really be helping.

It doesn't look like she lays down every night, but warmer weather and the BoT sheet seem to really encourage her to lay down. She happily lays down and rolls outside, so I'm not sure why she hesitates to lay down and sleep. It's definitely getting better so fingers crossed I'm on the right track! I can tell her body has taken a beating at some point - she had a pretty lengthy career as a race horse, made some babies, and has been juggled around a fair amount. I am pretty sure she hasn't had decent nutrition - her hooves are a mess, and she's got a very dandruffy coat - and I am pretty sure she wasn't handled nicely at some point, because she's very spooky about having her head petted (though she doesn't flee). She does seem to really benefit from the Back on Track sheet so I am going to try to keep using it as much as I can to help her.

DONKEY:

Kahlua is also not benefiting from my lack of motivation - she is broke to lead (minus donkey moments of refusing to move) and only tried to kick the farrier a little bit - but my plans ot get her loading haven't yet come to fruition. I'd like to utilize a low cost vaccinations clinic coming up in about a month and a half, so loading lessons need to start back up again for all of the beasts, including her.


Friday, March 2, 2018

A Week's Recap

Sorry this has taken some time to write; I keep waiting for the chiropractor's notes and I still haven't gotten them.



 Arya went to the chiropractor on Monday - weighing in at an impressive 1200 lbs and change when she got to the University clinic - and got her lower back and poll, in particular, worked on heavily. She was a nervous and anxious girl (though some of the adjustments definitely felt good enough to stop her from wanting to walk or look or be #anxietymare) and the doctor told me she'd bet money Arya has ulcers. She also showed me some interesting items from an angle I don't normally get to see; from on top of her adjusting blocks, the doctor took some photos with her iPad and showed me how uneven Arya's haunches (her butt cheeks, really) are from the top. I've always thought her tail placement was... odd.. and that she had a weird shaped back end, but generally don't complain because clearly there is a lot of power there. However, from the muscle differences (which are huge) the Chiropractor is guessing that no one really rehabbed her after her surgery (I am, frankly, not totally surprised about this) and building up her muscles and evening her out is going to be an important next step in going forward. She also, very delicately, pointed out that Arya doesn't yet trust me and that a trusting relationship would go a long way to help me keep her calmer and more controllable, and move past the hurdles of our escalating issues because we'd be working on a basis of trust.

Weird butt.

And while I have always been trying to take it slow and be patient with Arya, the last couple months haven't left me with a lot of spare time for long, chill grooming sessions, nor has the weather really encouraged anything other than hurrying to do chores and get back inside before my face freezes off. Nature hasn't been kind to Arya and I's relationship, and that is an uncomfortable truth that I have to deal with. So starting on Monday when I got home, all plans have been put on hold, indefinitely. I plan to bring Arya back to "work" this weekend with some lunging and have been trying, all week, to slowly start putting credits in the trust bank. With Arya's feral nature right now, this means I've been working on approaching her and doing something brief and positive, like rubbing her ouchy/itchy spots, petting her, telling her she's a good girl, a quick treat... and then I leave her alone. I haven't been catching her, and we haven't gone back to work yet.



Both Arya and Bailey, because Bailey is a total follower, have gotten it into their heads that running away from me is a super fun game, so I need to nip this issue in the bud. I need to be able to walk up and catch them, whether or not they think they're going to be worked or not.

Besides spending lots of time out there, do any of you have any methods that have worked well for the hard to catch horse? I know I need to not chase... it's my weakness but I hate it when they run from me, because they think it's quite fun and it irritates me.

On the ulcers front, I am running with this post from Cob Jockey and am starting Arya on Nexium tonight. I am going with the dirt cheap route, using Costco's generic, which cost me 14$ for 21 days worth of pills. I also am heavily looking at changing Arya's feed (and probably everyone, because why not) from regular "blue bag" Ultium to the "purple bag" Ultium Gastric Care. I haven't used it before, and I'm not 100% sure I believe the mumbo-jumbo but it's a 0$ change (the bags cost the same, or slightly less than my blue bag), and that's the kind of money I have to spend right now.

Other than that, I did get a ride in on Bailey - over the weekend, and Wednesday. Talking with S, who owns Bailey's mom, the whole "being a bear to get back to work" runs in the family, so I tried to not be so gloomy about it, and shocker, being less gloomy made riding more pleasant. We're just doing basic W/T/C right now, but I am thinking I may drag out some jumps because even I am getting bored with that.

So yeah, we're existing over here.